Six Days

I do not even know what to say here. I want to cry and I feel dumb for wanting to cry.

What's 6 days, right?

Well, by those fuckers pushing your leave back by six days, we are now looking at

• The kids going back to school and spending most of your leave in class.
• Missing New Year's Eve... last year was so wonderful, fun and bittersweet, and I don't even get that this year. Those fuckers.
• I, like the kids, will have to spend part of the time you're home in classes.

If they had left it alone, it would have been perfect. I know I shouldn't whine, just having you here will make it perfect, and I guess I'm just being a big baby,

BUT IT'S NOT FAIR!!

I fucking hate the military. I really do. It just makes me bawl to think about it, and then I feel dumb, and THAT'S their fault, too.

I know I will get over this, just gimme a few days to be mad. I just want to stomp my feet and whine and cry but that doesn't really do any good, now does it? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckers.